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Wed, 18 Jul 2012 09:44:27 +0200

Our own gym

Sun, 03 Jun 2012 22:05:59 +0200

Today me and my brother cleared out the basement and now we kinda have our own gym! There is still some work left though, but it looks really good already! We have lots of weights … cause girls who lift weights are sexy right ? ;) lol Oh and last week we also bought a punching bag ^^.
And if all of that isn’t enough already my mom had another surprise for me today ^^ she bought me a crosstrainer ! :D I’m so lucky with all the support she’s giving me !

I’ll post some pictures of our “gym” tomorrow ^^

Omg such a big difference ^^ lost almost 41 KG now ^^SW...

Fri, 25 May 2012 20:23:17 +0200

Omg such a big difference ^^

lost almost 41 KG now ^^
SW 126 kg
CW 85KG
GW 65 KG

^^yaaay me :D

Week 4

Sun, 25 Mar 2012 10:30:35 +0200

I’ve been going back to school soooo forgot to post about weigh-in number 4 !
Didn’t loose anything this time … but didn’t gain anything either so guess it’s not too bad then…

SW= 126 KG
CW= 100Kg
GW= 65Kg

:)

A before and during :) guess you can figure out which one is the...

Sun, 25 Mar 2012 10:26:36 +0200

A before and during :) guess you can figure out which one is the before … lol

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Fri, 16 Mar 2012 20:33:32 +0100

Hey girl!! I'm from Belgium and i have planned to get a gastric band. Today i had my first appointement with a doctor and the next month there will be many more appointements and tests. Just wanted to say that it's important that you let the world know about your (our) situation. Cuz all these stories are so amazing and they make such strong persons. I hope that one day my blog will be an inspiration to others. x

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 17:28:20 +0100

Aww well I wish lots of luck in your journey to a better life ! Don’t let anyone ever bring you down having a surgery doesn’t mean you’re weak just means you’re strong enough to admit you can’t do it on your own!

Week 3

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 17:26:29 +0100

OMG not only did Iose - 2kg this week but … I’ve had my first date since god know how long! and OMG he was amazing ! :D the surgery really seems like the best desicion ever! I’ve never felt better, I’m happy , I have so much energy and i’ve even met the cutest, sweetest, hottest guy :D aaaah !

SW= 102Kg
CW= 100Kg
GW= 65Kg

35 Kg to go !

Hey pretty girl! I hope you're doing well! I just started following you, and I'm so excited to get to know you!! I wish you a well recovery, and the best of luck to you!! -T

Tue, 06 Mar 2012 11:25:25 +0100

Hi !! aaw thank you for following :) I’m doing ok, just sick of sitting at home lol !

Week 2

Tue, 06 Mar 2012 11:23:15 +0100

I’m a little disappointed this week :( … Guess I shouldn’t be though but I don’t know :) Guess I’m over thinking it all… anyways … - 1kg

SW= 108 kg
CW= 102 kg
GW= 65 kg

:) ooooh getting rid of the stitches today ! :D yaaay! hope I’ll be able to do more, so sick of sitting at home doing nothing …

Ugh ...

Thu, 01 Mar 2012 13:09:11 +0100

So much energy… and I’m not allowed to do anything? …
I feel like a lil bird in a cage … ^o)

Week 1

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 10:22:22 +0100

OMg couldn’t believe my eyes O.o had to get on the scales a few times before I realized what I was seeing lol. In just 1 week … -5Kg !!!

SW= 108 Kg
CW= 103 Kg
GW= 65 Kg

Can’t believe how happy I am right now :)

First weigh in

Mon, 27 Feb 2012 22:20:00 +0100

Tomorrow is the first weigh in since the surgery. I’m kinda nervous about it already, I really don’t know what to expect of it…

23 of February: Day 3 in the hospital. I already felt a lot...

Mon, 27 Feb 2012 09:30:00 +0100

23 of February: Day 3 in the hospital.

I already felt a lot better that day :) My throat was still really sore though… oooh and I had to drink and eat for the very first time since the surgery.

24 of February: Day 4 in the hospital + Going Home!!

My last day in the hospital and thank god for that! I really couldn’t wait to go home! Omg I was so bored and to be honest missing my mom lol even at the age of 21 there is nothing better than mom taking care of you. Oh and of course there are the lil gifts I got from my friends lol they’re the best friends I could ever wish for! Even better than all of the presents I got is the support they gave throughout all of this.

22 of February: Day 2 in the hospital 2nd Day in the hospital...

Sun, 26 Feb 2012 10:44:51 +0100

22 of February: Day 2 in the hospital

2nd Day in the hospital … still really look like s*** lol. But hey the gavage is gone! :D made it so much easier to breath and speak:O … :D haha and I got a visitor :) my lil stepsister, my two best friends and of course my mom and stepdad. Not that I was very talk active but hey at least I wasn’t sleeping the whole day.

"That’s the best revenge of all: Happiness. Nothing drives people more crazy than seeing..."

Sat, 25 Feb 2012 19:49:00 +0100

““That’s the best revenge of all: Happiness. Nothing drives people more crazy than seeing someone have a good fucking life. “”

First day in the hospital. Damn I sure look bad ! Haha well...

Sat, 25 Feb 2012 15:09:00 +0100

First day in the hospital.

Damn I sure look bad ! Haha well I was feeling really bad! I’ve never had this much pain in my life :( But It will be worth it I hope …
The gavage was killing me, my throat was so sore and I could barely speak and on top of that almost every time I swallowed it made me vomit ugh :(. Other than that I couldn’t keep my eyes open the first day all I did was sleep all day long.

Hey! I am a nineteen (20 in a bit) year old Dutch girl. Had the gastric bypass surgery on the 25th of November last year. How are you feeling??

Sat, 25 Feb 2012 14:54:27 +0100

Hi :D ! I’m not too bad today, feeling better every day. Still really weak though and eating is strange don’t really know when I’m hungry or not :s But hey I’m not complaining how did the bypass turn out for you ? xX

First one ...

Sat, 25 Feb 2012 12:03:00 +0100

Let’s introduce myself… :)

I’m just an ordinary girl from Belgium …

21 years old and I’ve always been just a little different than most of the people… well or at least I’ve always felt that way. I guess cause I’ve always been, “the big girl …” . Well on the 15th of November I decided that it was time for a change, and not just a lil change but one that would really change everything for good. After the first appointment with my doctor I was really sure about it … I was getting a gastric sleeve. After that it all went so fast … only two weeks later I had an appointment to see the nutritionist and the psychologist. A few days later I had a date 21st of February!!

I started following a diet and lost almost 18kg and that in only 2 months!
I was so proud that I lost that much on such a sort time but at the same time I started doubting about the surgery … Everybody started asking me if I really needed the surgery, because I was doing so well losing weight now. It really made me think about it a lot, did I really need the surgery? Couldn’t I do it on my own? …
After a lil while I started gaining weight again not that much but still I was no longer losing weight. That’s when I decided to go through with it all I was gonna have the surgery no matter what !

In the following weeks I started counting down and as the days passed by I started getting more and more nervous about the surgery. Haha also I started doing things and eating things of which I know I wont be able to do/eat for a while :D.

In the days before my surgery I was so nervous, I wasn’t eating, I was barely doing anything… But thank God for the amazing friends & family I have. They really pulled me through it all I wouldn’t know what to do without them !

The day of my surgery I got the hospital around 7am …I was so nervous didn’t sleep at all :O ! And if I wasn’t nervous enough already I had to wait forever :O After waiting for almost an hour it was finally my turn! I had to put on what seemed like a paper gown and T.E.D. stockings ugh ( after a while they hurt like hell! ).

The doctor was late, I got wheeled into the the anaesthetist’s room ugh such a scary place there were like monitors all over the place. And OMG so many people there … all for me? That really scared me, and the fact that I really really don’t like needles.

When I woke up omg little did I know It was gonna hurt that much! There were like 20 people standing around me asking me if I was in pain … euh DUH! …