Today me and my brother cleared out the basement and now we kinda have our own gym! There is still some work left though, but it looks really good already! We have lots of weights … cause girls who lift weights are sexy right ? ;) lol Oh and last week we also bought a punching bag ^^.
And if all of that isn’t enough already my mom had another surprise for me today ^^ she bought me a crosstrainer ! :D I’m so lucky with all the support she’s giving me !
I’ll post some pictures of our “gym” tomorrow ^^
I’ve been going back to school soooo forgot to post about weigh-in number 4 !
Didn’t loose anything this time … but didn’t gain anything either so guess it’s not too bad then…
SW= 126 KG
Aww well I wish lots of luck in your journey to a better life ! Don’t let anyone ever bring you down having a surgery doesn’t mean you’re weak just means you’re strong enough to admit you can’t do it on your own!
OMG not only did Iose - 2kg this week but … I’ve had my first date since god know how long! and OMG he was amazing ! :D the surgery really seems like the best desicion ever! I’ve never felt better, I’m happy , I have so much energy and i’ve even met the cutest, sweetest, hottest guy :D aaaah !
35 Kg to go !
Hi !! aaw thank you for following :) I’m doing ok, just sick of sitting at home lol !
I’m a little disappointed this week :( … Guess I shouldn’t be though but I don’t know :) Guess I’m over thinking it all… anyways … - 1kg
SW= 108 kg
CW= 102 kg
GW= 65 kg
:) ooooh getting rid of the stitches today ! :D yaaay! hope I’ll be able to do more, so sick of sitting at home doing nothing …
So much energy… and I’m not allowed to do anything? …
I feel like a lil bird in a cage … ^o)
OMg couldn’t believe my eyes O.o had to get on the scales a few times before I realized what I was seeing lol. In just 1 week … -5Kg !!!
SW= 108 Kg
CW= 103 Kg
GW= 65 Kg
Can’t believe how happy I am right now :)
Tomorrow is the first weigh in since the surgery. I’m kinda nervous about it already, I really don’t know what to expect of it…
Hi :D ! I’m not too bad today, feeling better every day. Still really weak though and eating is strange don’t really know when I’m hungry or not :s But hey I’m not complaining how did the bypass turn out for you ? xX
Let’s introduce myself… :)
I’m just an ordinary girl from Belgium …
21 years old and I’ve always been just a little different than most of the people… well or at least I’ve always felt that way. I guess cause I’ve always been, “the big girl …” . Well on the 15th of November I decided that it was time for a change, and not just a lil change but one that would really change everything for good. After the first appointment with my doctor I was really sure about it … I was getting a gastric sleeve. After that it all went so fast … only two weeks later I had an appointment to see the nutritionist and the psychologist. A few days later I had a date 21st of February!!
I started following a diet and lost almost 18kg and that in only 2 months!
I was so proud that I lost that much on such a sort time but at the same time I started doubting about the surgery … Everybody started asking me if I really needed the surgery, because I was doing so well losing weight now. It really made me think about it a lot, did I really need the surgery? Couldn’t I do it on my own? …
After a lil while I started gaining weight again not that much but still I was no longer losing weight. That’s when I decided to go through with it all I was gonna have the surgery no matter what !
In the following weeks I started counting down and as the days passed by I started getting more and more nervous about the surgery. Haha also I started doing things and eating things of which I know I wont be able to do/eat for a while :D.
In the days before my surgery I was so nervous, I wasn’t eating, I was barely doing anything… But thank God for the amazing friends & family I have. They really pulled me through it all I wouldn’t know what to do without them !
The day of my surgery I got the hospital around 7am …I was so nervous didn’t sleep at all :O ! And if I wasn’t nervous enough already I had to wait forever :O After waiting for almost an hour it was finally my turn! I had to put on what seemed like a paper gown and T.E.D. stockings ugh ( after a while they hurt like hell! ).
The doctor was late, I got wheeled into the the anaesthetist’s room ugh such a scary place there were like monitors all over the place. And OMG so many people there … all for me? That really scared me, and the fact that I really really don’t like needles.
When I woke up omg little did I know It was gonna hurt that much! There were like 20 people standing around me asking me if I was in pain … euh DUH! …